It seems that lately my kiddos have been asking so many questions about you. Sometimes, I can answer them with ease knowing that you are at peace, and other times, I fall apart. It seems that even for my little people who barely had the opportunity to know you, you impacted their life. Zayd constantly reminds me how much you loved deviled eggs and that he does, too. That's his main memory of you...in your green shirt. He wants to know if you get to eat deviled eggs in Heaven, and if you got a new shirt. Makes me smile and cry at the same time. Zoey's questions are a little more deep trying to understand how God could take you away when you were "young like mommy" (ha...I keep telling her mommy is not young, but I do understand the question). Hers are always a bit more complicated to answer. What I am happy to know, though, is that somehow, you managed to connect with my little people through a smile or a joke or through deviled eggs. I am grateful, that you touched them enough that at a random moment in time, they will think of you and ask about you. I am thankful that, at the very least, the two older ones will carry those memories throughout their lives. I love you and miss you, as always.
Christi
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